Artist: London Grammar
While I'm wide-eyed
And I'm so damn caught in the middle
I excused you for a while
While I'm wide-eyed
And I'm so damn caught in the middle
If a child, a child cries, would you not forgive them?
Yeah I might speak so long
I've never been so wrong
Yeah I might seem so strong
Yeah I might speak so long
I've never been so wrong
Turn a blind eye
With a stare caught right in the middle
Have you wondered for a while?
I have a feeling deep down
You're caught in the middle
If a child, a child cries, would you not forgive them?
Yeah I might speak so long
I've never been so wrong
Yeah I might seem so strong
Yeah I might speak so long
I've never been so wrong
While I'm wide-eyed
And I'm so damn caught in the middle
Have you wondered for a while?
I have a feeling deep down
You're caught in the middle
Yeah I might speak so long
I've never been so wrong
Yeah I might seem so strong
Yeah I might speak so long
I've never been so wrong
Hannah Reid from London Grammar discovered two
important lessons from Chris Martin.
Three years ago, Hannah Reid contemplated permanently ending her musical career. Since 2013, when the British three-piece, who met at Nottingham University, reached No. 2 with their debut album If You Wait, her band, London Grammar, has been on the road nonstop. Following a flurry of TV appearances, festivals, and awards, including two coveted Ivor Novellos, the follow-up, Truth Is A Beautiful Thing, went straight to No. 1 in 2017, while selling more than a million concert tickets globally.
After a protracted illness that was later identified as fibromyalgia, Reid was overworked, weary, and informed her bandmates Dan Rothman and Dominic "Dot" Major that she didn't think she could finish the second album tour in 2018. The band's third album, Californian Soil, which was released today, has the second song that she wrote, "America." Following a challenging period with his health, Reid explains, "[It's about] my path of letting go of the past and learning how to write music again. I say farewell to things that I no longer need by using the concept of the American Dream.
After playing "America" to Rothman and Major, it became the unexpected beginning point for this new album, which explicitly addresses Reid's experiences with misogyny in the music industry and is, in Reid's words, "a feminist record." The writing process was cathartic. Reid says she is in a terrific place right now, living in West London with her partner and their French bulldog, having set limits for herself, and the band is in charge of their schedule.
Reid spoke with Chris Martin through Zoom from her house to celebrate the release of Californian Soil. She discussed everything from her crippling stage nervousness to the life-changing advice Chris Martin gave her while supporting Coldplay.
She further explains her fear of the stage; the first performance we gave after getting a record deal and recording the album. It took place in front of roughly 500 people at Electrowerkz. I've never been more afraid in my entire life, and I had no idea how I was going to get through it. I was so terrified that I couldn't even comprehend how my life would go on after. Since we didn't handle the beginning of our career very well, it's hard to say why I've [had quite a deal of stage anxiety.
Looking back, I'm unsure of how much of it was simply a result of my extreme exhaustion and hoarse voice, which left me unable to function. Due to the fact that we make sure we have the energy to complete the tasks at hand, I feel much calmer about performing in front of an audience now.